Inner Voice

growing up with a step mother ain't easy but God made it possible for me to see his love and power manifest through me daily, there were days she cooks only for her children and made sure that i would not eat only her children and she would let me do the house chores on empty stomach and she would tell me don't breathe a word to your father if you do i will deal with you so severe that you won't be able to sit down or walk. my father was a soldier sometimes when my father was deployed i was her punching bag especially when she was drunk she would beat me and chase me out of the house during the night and as young as I was i would sleep outside behind the house until morning how i don't know only God knows. sometimes my mother would come to visit me and asked me how I was i would just say I'm doing well where's I'm not because i would be afraid to tell her the truth because if I'll tell her the moment she leaves hell will break lose. but a mother knows her children she would insist just tell me what's happening I couldn't tell her the truth. sometimes when my father come back from deployment I would just break down and cry to my father and he sometimes pretended that he doesn't know he would go out and drink alcohol when he returns hell would break lose,he would beat her to a pulp and chase her and her children outside the house.

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